I have a new plan in last year,but still unable to perform. I will spend more and more times on preparing for my bec test and japanese. I carry out my study plan in order. it's a good news. I must to do it and must be come true,I have no choice and I have no more times,as I'm no longer young. still now,I'm a loser.No money,no house,no progeress,no opositon,nothings... still now,I found that I have a lot of things not to do. the life is very limited,I dont want to waste my time At one time in the past,I think everyone must be go to university and become a college studen at least.Because the university is a fun and excitement of life.but now I am not sure for this point. Actually,in the past few years ,I'm lack of foresight when I was young.I lose my first dream.I can't say I dot like China.I love China,but the world is a biggest family.We want to expand horizons and informative in the limited life-ri.if you have any change,please dont hesitate,dont worry and think about,ahead rush with brave heart.because you are the younger. sometimes I think that as long as your efforts you will succeed,but now I have to say the opportunity is more important than it.as long as I'm younger,I have many chances to go abroad and broaden your mind and earn money.but the reality is cruel. Maybe i'm too late to think about this problem . I 'm lack of foresight when I was young. Sometimes, i was too naive. I never considered my future. I haven't got any harvest. I will spend more and more times on preparing for my bec test and japanese.Of course, I carry out my study plan in order. it's a good news. I tell myself:You have to do that,You can do it.Never give up! Although I’m a loser.but now i can’t quit any chance either.I know i face a uphill battle in trying to make a breakthrough in my life. I have a new plan in last year,but still unable to perform. I will spend more and more times on preparing for my bec test and japanese. I carry out my study plan in order. it's a good news. I must to do it and must be come true,I have no choice and I have no more times,as I'm no longer young. still now,I'm a loser.No money,no house,no progeress,no opositon,nothings... still now,I found that I have a lot of things not to do. the life is very limited,I dont want to waste my time At one time in the past,I think everyone must be go to university and become a college studen at least.Because the university is a fun and excitement of life.but now I am not sure for this point. Actually,in the past few years ,I'm lack of foresight when I was young.I lose my first dream.I can't say I dot like China.I love China,but the world is a biggest family.We want to expand horizons and informative in the limited life-ri.if you have any change,please dont hesitate,dont worry and think about,ahead rush with brave heart.because you are the younger. sometimes I think that as long as your efforts you will succeed,but now I have to say the opportunity is more important than it.as long as I'm younger,I have many chances to go abroad and broaden your mind and earn money.but the reality is cruel. Maybe i'm too late to think about this problem . I 'm lack of foresight when I was young. Sometimes, i was too naive. I never considered my future. I haven't got any harvest. I will spend more and more times on preparing for my bec test and japanese.Of course, I carry out my study plan in order. it's a good news. I tell myself:You have to do that,You can do it.Never give up! Although I’m a loser.but now i can’t quit any chance either.I know i face a uphill battle in trying to make a breakthrough in my life.